People grow up, don't they? Boys become men. Girls become women. Friends grow apart.

Sometimes I wonder if I really am doing any good at all. I might like my best friend's company but am I really a good influence on her? If my actions led her to hurt another... That's something I couldn't handle. Wakaba, only if I could talk to you about this but I can't. I can't let her know about the duels--about the community. She's a normal person, the most normal I've ever met. Even if she can be silly, Wakaba has been my closest friend for years.

And still I can't help but think about what the community showed. Sure, something might have done something to her but... What would I have done for her to turn to a person who's caused her nothing but grief? To swear to become a murderer for him?

Some things I don't understand.